this (last) week

this week i am so fraking pathetic. i have no friend to talk to because they flown already to Mallorca and the other one was flying to Japan like a week before. nope, i am not blaming on their going neither my loneliness.

Everything surrounding me feels so weird. i don’t have any passion to talk anymore. i mean i talk but not so much and not so loud. i was coming here with  thousands splendid hesitation that i couldn’t even count. i was like running from the reality and going through the other reality i had to accept. But it’s all changed since i had lots friends  and i felt like being rejuvenated for once more, once in my life.

Germany is already a home for me, its language, its environment, its people, etc. it’s just hard for me to leave.

Ich werde euch so vermissen. Ihr seid die beste freunde, die ich gekannt habe.